"I had a colonic, rectovaginal, and ovarian endometriosis, adenomyosis, fallopian adhesion, together with ileocolostomy and 2 times of laparotomy.
My body survived them all.
Now it's my soul's turn to survive also.
Though what's ahead remains unknown
I'd like to keep a hope alive..."

Saturday, December 25, 2010

To move on is..

OMG! It's been sooo long since my last post! Like I've said before, my story has come to the part where I have to tell you about ileocolostomy, which was the worst moment of all. I find myself just can't do it.. I still can't put myself to memorize those moments again and write about it.

For a little update, I'm still not pregnant yet. As the side effect of 2 times laparotomy, my fallopian tubes are blocked - both of them, yes. So.. it's pretty much a dead end for me. Unless I'm up for a laparoscopy to fix the blockage or IVF.. whichever I choose, I don't have the money for now.

To make matter worse, I suspect that the endo is back. These past 3 periods, I feel secondary dysmenorrhea - a sore right waist - from day 2 to about day 14 or even almost day 20! So I've only got apprx. one week pain-free.

How do I deal with this? I literally don't know. Just live a day.. Or maybe, I'm running away.. I don't know.. Completely clueless..

But I'm still here in blogosphere, I'm quite active in my other blog Living Daisy, in case you want to have a little chat about endometriosis.. Until then, stay healthy ;)

1 comments:

difla December 26, 2010 at 8:12 PM  

dsy dear...be patient, God always with us...
btw, really nice blog. how inspiring... :)

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